You called me yours forever.
(♥)
Graaaar, a question I have asked myself is:
" What have you done this whole holidays? "
I can easily tell you my schedule on my "off" days. Which means no church or cell group outings or whatsoever.
Wakes up: 2-3pm
Plays until: 7-8pm
Eats dinner: For about half an hour
Continues playing until: 4am.
Yeah, I am such a bum. And so, thinking about the 31st of december. Why did I even choose to organize it. It all started out with Leaders' Appreciation, not Cellgroup Thanksgiving. To think that I could actually do something like this. Well maybe I could, but I've procastinated too much. Well that's what I do best right? Procastinate. Ahh, whatever.
And
YOU, keep leaving me stranded right there. Pick me up, and just throw me away when you're done. It's not helping to anything, if you haven't noticed. I don't know if it was coincidental or not, but when I did my quiet time and asked God to speak to me through His word, I randomly flipped and got to the passage where Nehemiah was building the wall.
Nehemiah 6:1-16.
I'm afraid of doing what is told, but really should I? Is it even what God wants me to do. I believe I'm so unspiritual that I can't even discern right from wrong.
And these are only two of the problems I'm facing right now. Seriously, God I need help.