Hello, fourth day of fasting. Feels terrible. My perseverance level is so low, I feel so tempted to just quit fasting, and start eating like a pig. You can say conc camp made me fat ): I eat like 4 meals a day, and it's not little meals but the normal meals. Even diarrhea for a week couldn't help me lose any weight.

Been working in my mum's shop for allowance. Yes, I don't get pocket money right now. I have to work in order to get it, and I've yet to buy clothes for Asia Conference, and not forgetting fulfill my Arise & Build pledge. Helped her do the basic stuff for the dogs which include bathing, blow drying, brushing, cleaning their ears, and alternatively helping her with hyperactive and rebellious dogs.
I'd rather stay home and catch up on sleep, study and play WoW, but I have to get those stuff. I have to fulfill my Arise & Build pledge!! Arghh.

Anyway so at the shop today, I did my job pretty well, and I got a 100% bonus as a reward :D I mean I had to brush a poodle, such that their fur will not be curly else it'll be pretty hard to cut their fur. In fact, I had to brush two. It takes so much time I spent like 40 minutes on this really big and fat poodle. Gaaah, that's 50 dollars in savings, now I need 40 more -.-

So there is one problem with my fasting. I'm not praying. Yes, as straightforward as it is. I can't discipline myself enough to pray. I only pray when (saying grace is not counted): Before I study, before I break fast, before I sleep. I really really need to get back on the right path. Like what Pastor said, dieting is just like fasting, without the spiritual aspect of it. Right now it seems like I'm on a diet instead of a fast. This is so crude ):

Oh well, cell group tomorrow (finally!) - prayer meeting. Looking forward to that :D

Omg someone buy the WoW expansion for me T_T. I want a death knight aaahhhh.