So you see, this world doesn't matter to me.
(♥)
Dreams, the only thing which is able to give me the sense of satisfaction. There is no limit to what I can dream of, and it is always unpredictable. I can dream of romance for a day or two, and action and adventure for the next few. It is my fantasy land where wishes do indeed, come true.
On an early thursday morning, I awoke to the bright morning sun. Soaring high up in the open sky like a ball of hope, never letting us down, always punctual in doing its job. It suddenly came to my senses that I had a dream. Just then, a wide smile slowly appeared on my face. "What a wonderful dream," I thought. Many of the times, I would not even recall what I have just dreamt of a few seconds ago. When I eventually do, there is nothing more I want than to go back into my "fantasy land". I would do everything possible, to go back into that dream, to relive that heart-warming moment. But very often, I would end up in another dream. It may be another wonderful dream itself, but due to my stubborn-ness, all I want is
THAT dream.
No, it is not a dirty dream, or anything with the dirty context for that matter. But still, it is something which I wouldn't dare reveal to the world, in fear of embarrassment and criticism. All I can say that it was something I had always wanted. In reality, it seems impossible, and even talking about it would get me in the spotlight for the wrong things. Funny thing is, it seemed to be a few years back since I last had that thought, or anything close to that. I guess I had always kept in at the back of my mind to 'bury' it. Strangely, it does get buried well. When I try to 'find' it again, I can't. Just so happens that this dream made me relived the moment.
Many say that dreams happen when your mind is tidying up your memories, others say that dreams are a sign. Well I say that I'd rather sleep forever.
Man, I got side tracked so much that I had to retype it so many times T_T. Anyway, last CG for a month :/ Prayer meeting todaaay. I'm not feeling that dry anymore too :D