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my holy escapade.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Title : -- Date : 3:09 PM
The ice is getting thinner.
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Finally, changed to a blogskin which I think is not too bad. Everything seems to be suitable so, please comment (:

Either my sound card is loose/broken, or my speakers are spoilt. But my speakers work perfectly fine D: It's like whenever I start up my computer, everything works fine... until like 5 minutes? And there's suddenly no sound. I can't live without sound ):

Anyway these few days have been totally wrong. Everything is really wrong. I come to school and I only do one thing - play chinese chess. That's the most interesting thing I can go in school already. Secondly there are so many problems coming up. Some of which I have no solution to. Thirdly, I feel so damn tired and I know that even if I were to die right now, I'd be happier than if I were to continue living. Everybody's expectations are so different. Gaaah, I don't know. Quiet time seems so liveless, I don't even know if I can believe for a breakthrough anymore. I stay awake, only finding that I can't even focus on God but my mind drifts away into every other possible problem. I don't know, the fire's dying out.

I guess I'll put everything on hold, kind of moodless to go for jamming this saturday, if I can even go that is. Service would be a necessasity, and so is cell group. But my mum won't even let me go for cell group anyway.

Bleh, looking on the bright side, I improved in chinese chess :) I remember the times when I used to lose to my sister like 5 times in a row. But at least I'm able to win a couple of matches, or almost win for that matter :D

Whatever it is, I don't know where I stand right now. Someone tell me please.




Even when everything seems to be failing, don't give up.
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Called by the name Ben, he's on the same quest as everyone else. Lead by the Creator of the heavens and earth, he believes in the one and only almighty Father.
He used to spend a quarter of his life in the water, in hope of achieving swiftness and ultimate mobility in that composition H2O. Though his passion has plunged into hibernation, it is going to be awaken soon.
Currently perfecting his educational attributes in an ACS(I).
Though he has been living in this world for 16 years, his first cry was heard on the 22nd December 1992.
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