Okay, another day of conc camp has passed, more enjoyable than yesterday. Sooo during my free holding room period, Darren Tay (who is really really mentally wrong) sat beside me. He took this umbrella which was opened, and did many many silly things. I remember this one part where the inverted it, and said "It's a rose. It's a beautiful rose. Waaaa, cooool." or something like that :/ I wasn't mean to like chase him away so I... just agreed with him in whatever he did. Heh, except that part where he wanted to give that "rose" to me :p

He reminded me of Pastor Kong's message on innocence not being a virtue and stuff. Darren Tay is weeeeird :/

And then came Self-Study Period which is always from 2pm to 4.45pm. Today was suprising. I didn't sleep or feel sleepy at all. I just concentrated on Pressure, Physics. I managed to understand that topic and I can say I have more or less accomplished it :D Hence, from 2 to 3.30 I was more or less fully concentrated. By 4 I was distracted and started day dreaming but slowly got back on track. Yay for physics k.

Exercise period! Goshh, I went to play basketball as usual, but this time not many people went to play so we only managed to get half a court. 3 on 4, it was pretty imbalanced since all the better players were the 3, and the other 4 just massed swarmed us. No one from my team could shoot, so we were running like little idiots trying to lay up :/ Anyway a friend came in later and it turned into a 4 v 4, remaking the teams and leaving me as the only person who knows how to actually play basketball properly ): My teammates called me a china scholar, which is like WTFFFFFFFF. SINCE WHEN DID I BECOME A CHINA SCHOLAR?!?!! And it was SOOO tiring okay. Once they got the ball, the first thing they do is look at me, to see if I'm open or not -.- I mean like doood you're right under the net just shoot kay >_>. Ahh whatever, some people say I look like an ang moh/eurasian thingy. Hahaha.

Night lesson was Amath, and we had Mr Gabriel Phee. He really is much nicer post-school :D Anywho, we did trigo curves. I managed to sketch graphs okay! I feel so accomplished :D I can finally have a good nights rest muahahhaa.

Okay I'm tired, last day of conc camp for the week, tomorrow. Wooooooooooooooooooooooo.

2nd day of conc camp in the 2nd week. 6 more days to go >_>

Camp has been getting better and better, and time seems to be passing faster each day. Classes start to get more fun with everyone slacked, self study time becomes a play time when the teachers are lenient, exercise time is productive especially since it's basketball (hehehe), and night classes and just wacked.

In the morning I look forward to recess, and after that I look forward to lunch, followed by exercise, then supper. It's not that bad after all, really. Only thing is that it's so straining on my eyes :/ My eyes are sooo tired which naturally makes my whole body feel tired.

Amath is just wicked. Everyone consist of a graph, and the prep time today was a total waste of time. Though I got 'all correct' according to the teacher :p

And I bought a Happy Meal for the first time in... a few years! Life is amusingg aaaa.

So this friday is Halloween, and I'm gonna be stuck in conc camp. There won't be anything special happening too, unfortunately. Seriously, thinking about it again, time passes so slowly T_T.

On a serious note. I don't feel so spritual anymore. I've lost this feeling and everything's just getting crude. I should start fasting next week lol.

Anywho, I'm tired. Not to mention the WoW craze which is unwillingly concealed at the back of my mind ):

Nooo, conc camp starts tomorrow. And it's 4 days in a row T_T. Ah, whatever. I will pass my re-exams.

Went for jamming on saturday since Aaron and Yujie kindly allowed me to :) It was so-so, gotta make some amendments to fully maximum the time we have. We can't just go there and pick the songs, but be more organized etc etc. This week's service wasn't that much of preaching, but more of us picking up the City Harvest DNA, which Seb Chu really felt it was a good word for the new friends hehe.

On Sunday, I had to sit in the midst of the new friends T_T. Omg so uncomfortable since they're unresponsive and when we had to turn to our neighbours to say stuff, they don't at all. But I still did it unreluctantly anyway :)

Hot Dog Party at the rooftop straight after service! Congrats to Kenneth for eating the most in the competition hahaha.

Went home feeling tired, so I slept at 8. Yeah, and I slept for like 12 hours. Ahhh, my eyebags feel smaller :D

Anyway photos on facebook. Can't put it here since they're so big lol.

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Went to town with my mum cause she wanted to visit Borders and get some books soooo... yeah. I can say I had fun, and I'm sure she did too! It's been awhile since we joked so much heh. I even booked her for Asia Conference :D She agreed to come on one of the days, yaaay!

All in all, dreading conc camp tomorrow T_T.

1st day of conc camp, over. Oh my gosh it was so boring. Last year's was so much fun. No offence to the teachers who are in-charge of conc camp this year, but Mr Lim Eng Kong did a better job at it :/ Gaaah anyway mastered like 90% of kinematics, linear law is still a partial-mystery.

Sooo in the morning I had a bet with JK. I was like "I bet you lunch will be chicken." And it was :D Aaahhh, experienced :)

I'm tired, gonna cut this short.

Jamming session tomorrow, can't wait! Every monday of conc camp is off due to Deepavali and Staff Retreat. Thus, only 8 more days left.

Okaybye :D

Dreams, the only thing which is able to give me the sense of satisfaction. There is no limit to what I can dream of, and it is always unpredictable. I can dream of romance for a day or two, and action and adventure for the next few. It is my fantasy land where wishes do indeed, come true.

On an early thursday morning, I awoke to the bright morning sun. Soaring high up in the open sky like a ball of hope, never letting us down, always punctual in doing its job. It suddenly came to my senses that I had a dream. Just then, a wide smile slowly appeared on my face. "What a wonderful dream," I thought. Many of the times, I would not even recall what I have just dreamt of a few seconds ago. When I eventually do, there is nothing more I want than to go back into my "fantasy land". I would do everything possible, to go back into that dream, to relive that heart-warming moment. But very often, I would end up in another dream. It may be another wonderful dream itself, but due to my stubborn-ness, all I want is THAT dream.

No, it is not a dirty dream, or anything with the dirty context for that matter. But still, it is something which I wouldn't dare reveal to the world, in fear of embarrassment and criticism. All I can say that it was something I had always wanted. In reality, it seems impossible, and even talking about it would get me in the spotlight for the wrong things. Funny thing is, it seemed to be a few years back since I last had that thought, or anything close to that. I guess I had always kept in at the back of my mind to 'bury' it. Strangely, it does get buried well. When I try to 'find' it again, I can't. Just so happens that this dream made me relived the moment.

Many say that dreams happen when your mind is tidying up your memories, others say that dreams are a sign. Well I say that I'd rather sleep forever.





Man, I got side tracked so much that I had to retype it so many times T_T. Anyway, last CG for a month :/ Prayer meeting todaaay. I'm not feeling that dry anymore too :D

Update on yesterday. Service was gooooood.

We had to visualize on the things we wanted, and applied E=mcsquared. Power = Mass of the people x consciousness of the mind squared. Theeen we all prayed for whatever we wanted, and we all visualized it, focused on it. Expecting greatings thing to come :D

Had dinner with Bush and Ben Tan last night, and I ate Nasi Lemak right. The curry sauce there stained my braces chain which was originally white. So now it's lime-yellow LOLOL. When I reached home I was like 'WHAT THE.' But yeah, got used to it. Sore throat, a build-up on mucus... I'm falling sick ):

Anyway, I think I'm burning out too. Bleh, it's okay. It'll work out somehow :D

Service 4 in an hour and a half! Will update later :D

Okaaaaay, I got sort of 'confined/quarantined' by Yu Jie heh. Have to study, can't go shopping anymore. Blehhh. It's time to get my life straight. Really, it was sort of a wake up call. It made me realize that I don't have anything which I should be proud of actually.

Sigh, gonna go meditate ):

Hey :p Didn't update yesterday cause I was too lazy. Anywho, here's what happened yesterday.

Went gyming with the usuals before cell group :D Not very productive though, I didn't even have any strength to gym thus, no muscle grown. Then took train to Novena to meet up with a few people. I haven't taken this line for such a long time! Jurong East Towards Woodlands, that line. I remember the last time I took it was for training, which was in May. Hehe, anyway cell group could have been better. Games was good (Nice one Zac :D), Praise and Worship could have been improved much more, word was pretty good, ministry could have been improved, aaaand refreshments were pretty good :D

Left the place at 11? Thankfully I caught the last bus home hehe. Theeeen played dota with the guys. Omgosh I haven't played this in such a long time lol. Well I wasn't THAT noobish, we still won afterall :D

Prayer meeting and service todaaay. Sigh, still searching something which I need.

I predict many people will come being nosey, looking for any clues and tips on my exams results :D

Started the day off with a House Meeting. My name got special mentioned by Mrs Lee Chia Hui as a 'really good swimmer' hahahaha. Which also brings me to remembrance of my last training session - somewhere in May :p No idea if I'm gonna continue swimming or if I should just stop. Seems like I would be leading a better life WITHOUT going for training, since there would be lesser stress, worries, troubles and travelling.

Collected our results after the meeting, and I don't know if I should be happy or not. I improved in all my subjects by quite a bit. No more F9s! Then again, I don't know if this is my 'reward' from God. Being happy and optimistic about my results and all lol. Whatever it is, thank you :)

OKAY, so conc camp for me n_n. Total of 10 people from my class who did not meet the promotion criteria. However they didn't stress about the 'ONE LAST CHANCE' part of conc camp as much as last year. This year's batch of students seem smarter anyway lol. I'm looking forward and dreading conc camp both at the same time :/ I mean yessss, I can smell year 4s right infront of me, but there's the hole of work which I have to climb through, before getting to year 4. Honestly, I'm really lost.

I was recommended to drop chem, and YE I WILL. But I'll only have physics which seems to be scoring higher. Funny, I dropped physics last year lol. I ALSO want to take CLB, but I'm not sure if I'm allowed to. After all, it's not like I'm getting F9s for my chinese. Bleh, sucks to be stuck in the middle of nowhere.

Yeah so, during our break, I was drawing stuff on the whiteboard. I drew a frog and it was pretty cartoonish-cute :D THEN, we decided to draw walruses and nobody was sure how to draw the body of a walrus. Then along came Malcolm, trying to... I don't know. Mock us, convince us that it isn't him, or maybe try to discourage us from drawing walruses? He couldn't take it after awhile and started erasing everything we drew. EVEN IF IT WASN'T ABOUT WALRUSES LOL. Yeah, till the extent where I had to confiscate the duster from him, and he tried to grab the marker from me. No idea what he was doing, really.

I think he was trying to stop us from drawing anymore. But like duhh, he couldn't take it from me lol. I seriously wasn't doing anything. He was the one trying to force the marker out of my hands, while I just grabbed on it. One of his hands grabbed my wrist (....?) and the other tried to get the marker so I grabbed HIS wrist and refrained it from getting any inch closer. I even showed Ivandy I wasn't doing anything. It's like he's just struggling while I'm not doing anything at all. Like no effort done k. Anyway soooo, he started twisting stuff here and there, grabbing my shirt. With the one and only motive of attaining the oh-so destructive marker which he deemed so important as his life. With all his might, power and motivation, he reached for the marker even though it was towering high up above him while comfortably resting in my hands. He tugged and pull, determined to overcome this obstacle, but to no avail. (Aww anti-climax.)

Seriously, he started arguing with me. Demanding me to stop drawing and I was like 'Why? This is a free world. Can't I draw?' And he replied spontaneously with answers such as 'But you keep drawing stupid things.' and 'You're making fun of me.' Certainly, I replied with 'But I didn't say it was you, UNLESS you feel guilty about it.', 'And who are you to command me? Are you my parents? Do I owe anything to you?.' stuff like that. Well, he couldn't get it back from me so he just vented his anger by reading his comics ): And playing chess LOL.

What a weirdo, but seriously. I had no intention of making fun of him. I'm sorry if I drew a frog and my classmates labelled it Stephen the Frog, and I drew a walrus and everyone thought it was Malcolm. You have to learn to relax and not be so aggressive. That just shows how much tolerance you have, which is unfortunately very little. Whatever, none of my business.

Cell group tomorrow, church service on saturday and sunday. Oh God, I need stamina.

A short one and I'm out. School tomorrow ):

Morning was wasted on the computer, along with the afternoon. Shan't dwell too much on that.

Met Ben Tan in the afternoon-coming-to-evening and headed to Clarke Quay where we were all supposed to meet. Decided to eat at the chinese bak ku teh restaurant cause of the budget factors. They arranged all the tables and chairs for us, and served the chili and spoons, all that stuff. Then we decided to leave without even touching anything cause the food there is all... so china-ish. Pig intestine, Pig trotters, Chicken feet, Braised Tofu Skin etc. Felt so bad :/ But it was like a 'walk off, don't turn back' thingy.

Heh anyway bible study was cool. The CL class was pretty empty but well, expecting it to fill up soon :D

Gaaah, I don't know what I wanted to blog about. Everything seems like a "void". Everyone seems to be in their bad time of their life, including me. Every night seems to be the worse time of the day (though the night life should be the best).

Feeling as if everything in life is wearing me out, like I'm stuck in a weight that is spiraling down, waiting for this phase to pass.

Graaaar, whatever. Must believe. Must believe. Must believe.

Have to sleep now ):

Idk, feeling VERY confused right now. About everything I guess. It all goes in a cycle, and off from the peak, I'm declining. Things starting to suck ):

I guess the only fun times I have right now is in church, serving and being with church friends. I can easily say that my few closer friends are from church now. The sec 4s are having their o's, and our thinking is starting to drift further apart. Can't really relate that well anymore.

Moving on, had leaders' meeting last night. Covered Psalms 5. Woooo never took so many notes before :D Pastor CK cracked many many jokes too hahahaa. When I reached home which was at like... 11pm, I felt sooo tired T_T. I just showered and went straight to bed. Was supposed to arrange some stuff with Ben but I fell asleep too hehe. At least I did my part of informing the members about BS :D

I felt so sick when I woke up ughhh. It's like I'm having a horrible sore throat or something (prolly too much junk food yesterday), and my eyes are so tired, I sweat throughout the night so I'm so sticky. Goshhhh, life sucks this way ):

Anyway, bible study tonight. My mum's been asking me why I have so many church activities hehe.

Haha, didn't go to school today. I overslept and yeah, felt so 'hangover'-ed in the morning. I guess I'm starting to get unhealthy agaaaain.

ANYWAY, spent time with my mum today :D Went for lunch with her, talked quite a bit. We haven't spoken to each other for quite awhile so yeah, time to catch up. I know right, we're family but we don't speak. She's too busy at work and I'm busy with other stuff too. Oh well, had to leave the house again for Bible Study at Seb Tay's house :D It was pretty fun, on fellowship. Well I'm pretty certain I know the basics of fellowshipping and why we should fellowship. I do fellowship too :D Sometimes, even if people don't realise it. I try okay.

Going to school tomorrow T_T. Gotta clean toilets for CIP bleh. I wanna go for leaders' meeting tomorrow too! Then Bible Study again on wednesday, either thursday or friday for cell group. Aaand sunday for service. I guess that's what planned for the week heh.

Saving money for my shoes and belt (:

OKAY GREETINGS! Yesterday was really really fun :D

Met Ben Tan and headed to town to get Jia Zheng's birthday gift (: Caught up quite a bit on the way, like we always do hahaha. When we reached, we just walked and walked and walked, finding nice stuff for ourselves and for Jia Zheng. Decided to go for a jacket for him lol :D

Then Bush met us and there was this fashion runway thingy in Taka. Maaan the models are so tall T_T. I think we had already completed the part on Jia Zheng's present, so we just did our own shopping. The same familiar shops, familiar products, but still fun in any case :D

Headed to Paragon where ANOTHER fashion runway was held. Oh gosh, so many underdressed people seating on the seats down there. Unfair plssss. ANYWAY, saw this lady with SUPER SUPER HOT HAIR HAHAHA. Only the hair though ): And we caught this caucasian model (I think) stealing glances at us. Hehehehehe.


Okay yupp soo chilled at starbucks for a bit, since we needed a rest heh. Michael came over when his work was over and yupp. Supposedly another girl was stealing glances ahaha. I caught her doing that too! :p Went over to cine where there was this 'National Rock Band Championships' or whatever. It's that game similar to guitar hero, but with vocals and drums too. The people who participated, or rather the people whom we saw and heard perform, were so bad at it. The vocals were just waaay off. But kudos to them for their guts to do it :D Anyway headed to lvl 9, e2max to play foosball :D There was this super hot american aaaaaa. But she was facing my back so I didnt' really see anyway. SOOOO, I saw Jing Sheng there. Yeah anyway we went for dinner at Hong Kong Cafe where Seb worked hahahah!

Moving on, stayed over at Ben Tan's house watching DVDs. First watched Big Stan, pretty funny lol. THEN, we all showered and got ready for the next movie - Mirrors. I wanted to watch it upstairs on the roof but luckily we watched it in the living room. The show is pretty scary, but the scariest thing is that there are things or spirits on the other side of the mirror. And the way the people died were so gross, like Saw ): Ughhhh, after the movie we, or I, were pretty scared to get up cause the living room had a mirror behind where we were seated, one towards our right, and the reflection of glass on my left. Omgoshhh hahahaha. AND I didn't dare to go to the bathroom alone cause there a big mirror right beside the toiletbowl T_T. So we went in together HAHAHAHA. AND AND AND above Ben's bed was another mirror. Oh gosh hahahahah so fun :D

Headed to church the next day and well, praise and worship was awesome. Brother Poh is back yaaay :D Word in season, arise and build is cominggggg. I really want to give as much as I can.

Anyway this is quite a wordy post, therefore I shall add in photos of Sentosa! :D

Gaaaah, slept at 5am and I woke up at 12. Good thing I didn't oversleep :D

ANYWAY so met the guys at vivo city, had breakfast (lunch for them) at Toast Box. I squeezed the lime into my mee siam and it tasted so weird :/ Anyway yeah delayed pretty long before heading down to sentosa.

We just played and played and played. Volleyball, frisbee captain's ball-style, wacko, some water in the bucket game thingy. Pretty fun hehee.

Headed on to vivo so Aaron could share with the new friends (and us). Then everyone went to buy whatever dinner they wanted, and we all met back on the rooftop place. While doing that, Seb Tay, Seb Chu and I went to get ice cream from Haagen Daas for the birthday boys: Jia Zheng, and Soo Kiat, and donuts for the new friends. Seb Chu caught it all on video :D Will post it up when it gets uploaded.

Okay today's outreach. Fun factor - 7 half /10. Success in main point of the outreach - 35%.

Games and all were fun imo, but we didn't really interact with the new friends... which was why I think we pretty much failed. Everyone was in their own comfort group and only a few of us went ahead to talk to the new friends.

Oh well, going out tomorrow! I need to escape. Need to rant. Need to rage. These days are so screwed up. I don't wanna go home tomorrow, I shall stay over (:

K la, it's late. Nights (:

This week is just so darn odd :/ K so like my mum didn't know my exams ended already, and when I was on the computer at 12am last night/morning, she started nagging and nagging and nagging and then I told her I didn't have any exams. Then she went like 'No more exams right? I won't give you money. Go and work for money yourself.' and so like wtffff how2save4shopping ):

Yeah, so going jamming later. Seb's gonna teach me how to play drums! :D Graaaar, cell group later on. I feel like I missed something out, meh.

& not to mention, I feel so frustrated ): So many things aren't going my way. My dad told me to tell my mum not to left the dogs out of the kitchen, lest they pee and shit everywhere. I told her that, and she left them out afterwards resulting in:

1. Pee in the living room.
2. Shit in the living room.
3. Insufficient space to toss and turn around in my bed.
4. Probably an angry dad.

Gaah, life is so screwed ): I feel so dryyy.
I need to rage, seriously ):

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Ha-ha-ha my legs grew slimmer and I feel sexier than pre-exams :D Though I'm still so ugly cause my hair is short, I'm too thin and yeah many many more ):

Okay! So today was awesome! Hahaha, went to the jamming studio and like so many people were there already. Went ahead to learn drums and I got the basics :DD Then slowly learnt more and more until they went ahead and started warming-up. That's when it got too pro for me ): Yesss but then I can SORT OF play the song 'History Makers'. I've never heard the song before so I don't know when to crash the cymbals and stuff BUT I got the basic beat :D I ALSO managed to get Hosanna :D

YESSSSS. I SMELL FRESH AIR AND BIRDS ARE SINGING. THE FLOWERS BLOOM AND I CAN TASTE THE RAINBOOOOW!

Ahahaha it feels so weird now :/ It's like whenever I play I'll get this feeling telling me to study. Like 'No, study first. You can play after the papers.' But whenever it happens I'm like 'What the, my exams are over alreadyyyy T_T'

Anyway yeah, jamming tomorrow and cg! No more Ben Tan, I wonder how we'll fare this week :/

Sooo yes, to all w400 members. Currently we're planning for a trip to town and we're gonna go shopping :D

I can't blog nowadays. My life is so boring ):

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OMGOMGOMGOMG THIS IS SO COOL. MY ITUNES HAD SOME WEIRD PROBLEM AND I RESTARTED MY COMP. WHILE WAITING FOR IT TO LOAD, I WAS SINGING 'THE BAD THING - ARCTIC MONKEYS' AND THEN WHEN ITUNES OPENED I PRESSED PLAY AND IT WAS SHUFFLE SONGS MODE AND THE FIRST SONG WAS 'THE BAD THING - ARCTIC MONKEYS' OMGOMGOMGGG HAHAHAHA TODAY'S WONDERFUL.

My.Internet.Is.Killing.Me. Freaking 5.5mpbs >(

ANYWHO, chinese paper completed n_n No comments on that.

Met Seb Tay and his friends, Soon Kiat and Jeremy and we headed to the gymmmm. Did quite a bit, aaaaa my body is aching. Saw SOOOO many guys who had pretty big and buff upper bodies but their legs are so skinny it's literally like a stick. And there also those 'Act cool' kids who are as thin as stick insects, and they're gyming. Like wtf, you're so skinny it's like I can break your bones by kicking you.

Anyway yeahhh, amath paper 2 tomorrow. I better practice sums hehe n_n. I don't know what to blog about again aaaaa, I'll do it another time.

Heyhey, went home at 9.50am today n_n

I was like 'Hey guys, I'm GOING HOME. To ENJOY MYSELF' cause some of them still have Bio hahaha :D

Anyway! Emath was so tricky. Omg I hate emath T_T

Met Ben Tan, Seb Tay and his friends to study today. Finished revising a few chapters then joined in to teach the friends math. Omg, me teaching math, seriously. I was such a bad teacher to Venus :/ Sorry! To be honest, the exercise book is so hard okay. I couldn't even do some of the questions and I had to check the answers for solutions LOL. ANYWAY, I don't know what to blog about.

2 more days, chinese tomorrow and amath the day after. Omg I can smell freedom <3.

Okay, take care in Indonesia Ben :D

Okay, so I slept later than usual, resulting in a frustrating headache for the whole day ):

I took a cab down to Boon Lay MRT station to meet the guys, and on the cab whenever the uncle accelerated or made a turn, I felt like puking. Uncle was nice though, he said I looked like I completed NS, and working :D But I told him I'm only 15-16 hahaha. Yeah anyway on the bus to church I had a headache too. I guess it's motion sickness, never happened before.

Aaaand in service well... I guess the word wasn't really for me since I'm currently not in debt but it'll prepare me when I grow up. Had a zone debrief and a photo taking which was pretty weird cause there are so many people. It's like taking a class photo hahaa.

Yeah then... after lunch Ben Tan and I went back together towards the same direction and wow, there were pretty much funny things to see. I guess that was the best part of the whole day haaha. But man, I really miss those times when I was able to relax and have fun without any burdens on my mind. Now it's like... can't go out cause of exams. Even when I'm at home I'm not studying as much as I'm supposed to be. I just really hope I can pass one of my math papers. OMG TIME FOR BRANDS CHICKEN ESSENCE.

Hahaha yeaaah so... coming to church is becoming such a chore in a sense where we have to be dressed properly. I mean I feel that sometimes this will drive the people away, instead of attracting more people. Yes, it might attract new friends but will it burden the members? Oh well, let's just all try to dress well okay. For my age I am pretty sure I pass already. But looking at how everyone else dresses, regardless of age, it's becoming quite stressful cause it's like I want to dress as well as them T_T but I need more clothes aaaaaaaaaaa so frustrating.

Anyway I should take a rest. This headache is killing me ):

Goodbye, world.

Cell group was so much better than that disastrous week woooo! Or maybe it was cause I tried my best, so I'm glad :D Now now now I really understand the meaning of 'it's okay, you tried your best' or whatever. Heheehe.

Yesssss, so three more papers to go, and I'm finally free. And back to confinement of conc camp, if I'm going >_> Re-exams start on 20 something november (omg?!).

Anywho, nothing much happened today. Woke up pretty late, no idea why. But it was back to that hangover feeling, meh. Well at least I don't suffer from insufficient blood flow anymore (:

Service tomorrow, gosh gotta gather the members aaaaaaaa stressss.

You mean a lot. ♥

Zomgzomg another week of exams are over! Finally, from today onwards I'll be going home at 9-10am+ huawhuahw. Okay so chinese was so boring. 2 hour paper - I spent 30 minutes day dreaming and 1 hour concentrating on my paper and the rest trying to do both but failing in that aspect.

I don't know what the question wanted, and I don't know what I should write. But yesssss, I got 6 marks from the format of the informal letter. Another4 marks to pass n_n

Okay, hoping for a splendid cell group later on :D


Soo. I guess I'll have to prove myself (:

HAHAHAHAHA, I ONLY HAVE ONE PAPER TOMORROW AND IT'S CHINESE. STUDYING FOR IT IS PLAIN PREPOSTEROUS. (Omg alliteration n_n)

Yess! So I had Amath paper 1 and Geography today. Amath was so-so, didn't know how to do a few questions due to insufficient practice aaaand geography was so messed up. I didn't know question 3 (flooding) was so easy. I studied for plate tectonics and natural vegetation so I only looked out for those :/ I'll still pass hopefully!

Heh, so for 3 times in a row I have been called to stay back after the paper. First time for long hair, second time to check if I still have long hair, and today was the lamest of all. My index number was under the "Fashion" team. EXACT QUOTES OKAY. So lame please, it was cause of my low socks. My washing machine shrank the socks such that it isn't able to cover my ankle now, AND I'm a growing kid no matter how tall I am I'm still growing okay. Sooo they said that if my index number gets called out again, I will have to stay back for a day of CWO after the exams. You know whaat, I'm sorry but I tried getting into the 'good kid' group already. If I still fail then too bad, it's not my fault.

P.S It isn't my fault that my washing machine shrank the school socks. It's prolly cause it's of such cheapskate material.

Okay, time for a break :D

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Yesssss, today's almost ending and I can proudly say that I have not eaten any solid food since 10.20pm last night till 11.20pm today. So that's more than 24 hours without food yay go me. Was sooo tempted to go ahead and eat, and Jiajun even wanted to treat me 5 bucks omg T_T but yeah, didn't go in the end. Cause God did help me in something :D It was like a suprise thingy. I was like omgosh ahaha. Okay, did I mention that I skipped a day of fasting yesterday cause my mum was feeling down and she already bought lunch/dinner so I felt like I couldn't waste the food so yeahhh. I'm sure God understands right :D

Anyway yeah so chinese tomorrow, gosh I'm already in the post-exam mode. Ahhhhhh. Cell group in the evening, gotta pray for stuff.

ASDPOAKSHPOK STRESSSS gonna do my quiet time nights :D

... and I missed you.
(♥)


Yay omg so the whole of last night was practically wasted. I ate dinner at 7+, and immediately went to sleep -.- Till like 8.45 the next morning so I slept for 13 hours :D I feel sooo energetic and stuff.

HOWEVER, I haven't started studying yet. Aaaaa, amath and geog tomorrow. Greg Loh expects a distinction from me, and amath... no comments hehe.

So, the rest of the day will just be filled with study break study break study break and yeah.

Omg, nothing to blog about aaaakbye.