You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer
(♥)
I don't know what to do. Where do I go from here. Should I pursue, or should I let go. What is it going to be like. Will it just be a repetition or will there be change? Is it worth it?
Church was pretty much awesome. The word was more or less similar to what God told me during power house :DSomething which was in the book of Psalms 34 (If I'm not wrong :D) 'Do not be like the horses and mules which have to be harnessed by bit and brittle, else they will not come near you.' And today's word was being a 'son' instead of a 'servant'. Looking back on my notes, - "son" means "mature person who can handle responsibility."- being a son (or daughter) is more than getting water baptized and going to church.- a servant has to be instructed to do something before they do it whereas a son or daughter does not have to.It's similar! Anyway I'd like to declare that I have officially found my long lost jeans. Not that it's any of your business but I missed it x) Anyway, looking at how my fashion sense has developed over the year, I used to think leg-hugging jeans were crappy and looked disgusting on me but now it seems like it's the only jeans I wear :D And ever since I've been coming to church my fashion sense has definitely improved. Well I was talking to Ben on the way to church, and he asked for my opinion on the phrase 'A student will be like the teacher.' Well applying it to my personal life, I said that it's only true if the student looks up to the teacher as a role model or a good example. In the context of my dressing now, I guess it is part church-influence, part leader influence. So I guess my dressing kinda follows Ben in a way :D Yes, I'm trying to say that you dress well hahaha :DBeen feeling pretty dry spiritually these few days, and the exams are just like a week or two away. I'm not one bit confident on passing, but yet it doesn't worry me. Am I supposed to be stressed out, or am I just not built for this education? I really want to leave this country. There are so many factors to consider though - friends, family, church etc. So yes, have to start learning drums really soon according to Seb Tay. He wants to retire and also incase he isn't able to play, I'll take over him. Can't wait for next year, when I'll be able to play at his house :D Kay I should study now, peace.
P.S. Going on a ABSOLUTELY-NO-FORM-OF-COMPUTER-DISTRACTION-MODE until my exams are over.
I told my mum to confiscate my computer so I won't be able to play it. Hopefully I'll be able to study this way. No MSN nor blogging until saturday, bye :D