Gaah, ran out of things to start off my post with >(
So. I don't have a sense of fulfillment after doing things nowadays. Like okay, taking up more responsibilities, giving more than receiving, helping out more, being kind-er in many ways etc. So what, those are all momentary thrills that make me feel good for a few days. After that it's back to the same old situation - I'm lost. I don't know what I should do, I don't know what is right. I don't know if I'm supposed to, I don't know how to. I don't know I don't know. Nevermind, press in Ben. Keep it strong.
Met up with Ben Tan to help me find a present for Kristian :D Settled for a Guess Tee in the end. The shirts in NUM were pretty much too big. They're having a weekend 20% storewide discount ONLY FOR THIS WEEKENDS (27/28 september?) so if you plan on buying anything there, do it quick!
Then headed to Kristian's party. Man. It. Was. Big. I wasn't expecting it but there was the band, the buffet, the balloons, the mini-bar, and 30 over people. Oh wow. Well, pretty enjoyable though I was feeling out of place. I mean... Okay. One of the few ACS people, retained, quit swimming. There were only swimmers and rafflesians there and I'm not close to those ACSians. Yessssss, only talked to a few people, lol.
Moving on, meeting with pastor tomorrow at 11am. Waaaaa, gotta wake up by 9. TIME TO SLEEEEP.