I made it in time for school today! But the weather is so humid I actually perspired during assembly. Like my first time the whole year, eww.

First paper of the day was english p2, comprehension and summary stuffs. Was so-so, I had to summarize my summary >_>. At first it was close to 300 words, and the limit or so they say, was 150 words. I was like omg T_T. Had to join up so many sentences together, cut off so many words aaaa. I rushed it through and I managed to pull a new copy out in time :D

Second paper was literature, 2 questions from an unseen prose and another 2 from the book To Kill A Mockingbird. Not bad, didn't write a lot though I believe I got most of the points down. Passable :]

Gaaaah, had to ransack my whole brain for vocabulary words to replace others in the 'In Your Own Words' section of english and using profound words to impress the examiners for literature. Goshhhhhh, power of language x[

Then before we were dismissed like 78 (yes I counted) index numbers appeared on the big screen and those people whos number was there had to stay back. Yeah, mine was there. It's for that long hair thing. Anyway, I failed x) Foo Kam Meng is so aggressive sometimes. When it's pretty much my standard of scolding (like super super strict angry/fierce type?), and his face looks so angry. Waaaa, and yeah in the middle of literature I caught Andrew Wong glaring at me. I was like 'What the.' They both have scary faces bleh.

Anyway so yessss, have to get a hair cut. I decided that I want one anyway, since my hair is so hard to style up :/

Sooo going for dental appointment. I'm gonna put on bronze or maroon colour this time :D And a haircut after that. I pray I pray that the barber will understand what is called 'trim, natural back, leave fringe and don't too short'.

Oh yeah, before I forget. It was like during the break between both papers, Ian offered me some pretz. And I actually ate it T_T. I was like 'Wth I forgot I'm fasting.' Aaaaa, restarting my fast from 10am-10pm now )':

Okay, long post :D Byeee.

I can finally declare I have a new love. I'm proud of it. I shall not be ashamed or affected by any criticism. I. Love. Jesus. Say what you what, but I can't deny it.

Started the day off with a meeting with pastor. Everyone was so unresponsive/quiet/shy. I was too. I would say morning sickness for myself but that's not a good excuse. Anyway yeah, service was good today. Every sunday doesn't go to waste, not in City Harvest at least. Had a special perfomance by some singaporean/taiwanese duo 'By2' or was it Bytwo or Bytoo. Ahh I don't know. They are so skinny it's like anorexic T_T.

Had to meet up with pastor again after service, but this time he was addressing the whole zone. Okaaay so service ended at like 2.45+ I think? Went up to level 4, but was told to come back at 3.40 for the second session. By the time we reached the coffee shop it was already 3.20 and the food came at 3.27 or 3.32, can't remember. So weird, share a plate of Nasi Ayam Penyet (I think it's spelt this way) with Seb Chu. It's like one set of cutlery, one plate and bowl of rice (one for each of us), and a plate of chicken for us to share. Hahaha, it looked weird. Anyway so the meeting was about our dressing. It's time to dress up though most of us may be 'heartlanders', but we can definitely dress like a city person. Then I was just thinking - This church is called City Harvest Church, not Heartland Harvest Church. It had a reason to it, maybe? Haha, yeah sooo I wasn't feeling very guilty during the meeting cause I believe I dress pretty well for my age already. Well except for some people who aren't used to earrings and skinny jeans, they think I'm like some NSK gangster w/e. Honestly that's called narrow-minded.

Yeah sooo had to walk over to Jurong Point to buy some stuff for my mum. I spent so much money though I'm supposed to be saving >( Well, now that I have one reason left to save things shouldn't weigh so heavily on me. And like what Ben Tan said, this is the latest we've left church on a sunday - 7pm?

Gaaaah, okay I need to get a haircut of I'll get demerit points + cwo on my holidays since there's (quoted) "Zero tolerance". Okay whatever.

Also, gonna start fasting tomorrow. Uhhhh, yeah you heard me. Like what the malays are practicing right now, which also ends on wednesday for them? I have no idea how long I'm going to fast for. Probably for however long it takes me to 'regain' back what I used to feel. So you see, I believe my life has been moving quite fast-paced these few months. Had commitments and responsibilities, lost them, and now I have new ones. Holding these responsibilities made me mature pretty much, and my life improved :D

Many people actually think that I'm like 17/18? Back to my point, when my life was having a change, it felt pretty good. But the change has stopped for awhile now, I guess. It's no longer adapting to the 'new me' which was fun, but trying to work things out... if you get what I mean. It's not exactly greedy for blessings or whatever the term is but I want to regain that attitude. Why am I saying all these anyway.

Lastly, I would like to say, welcome back Joshua :D You're out for 3 days but I'm having this dreaded exams so bleh.

Gaah, ran out of things to start off my post with >(

So. I don't have a sense of fulfillment after doing things nowadays. Like okay, taking up more responsibilities, giving more than receiving, helping out more, being kind-er in many ways etc. So what, those are all momentary thrills that make me feel good for a few days. After that it's back to the same old situation - I'm lost. I don't know what I should do, I don't know what is right. I don't know if I'm supposed to, I don't know how to. I don't know I don't know. Nevermind, press in Ben. Keep it strong.

Met up with Ben Tan to help me find a present for Kristian :D Settled for a Guess Tee in the end. The shirts in NUM were pretty much too big. They're having a weekend 20% storewide discount ONLY FOR THIS WEEKENDS (27/28 september?) so if you plan on buying anything there, do it quick!

Then headed to Kristian's party. Man. It. Was. Big. I wasn't expecting it but there was the band, the buffet, the balloons, the mini-bar, and 30 over people. Oh wow. Well, pretty enjoyable though I was feeling out of place. I mean... Okay. One of the few ACS people, retained, quit swimming. There were only swimmers and rafflesians there and I'm not close to those ACSians. Yessssss, only talked to a few people, lol.

Moving on, meeting with pastor tomorrow at 11am. Waaaaa, gotta wake up by 9. TIME TO SLEEEEP.

Day 2 of the exams : SS and Chemistry .

Today was simply messed up. My mum had to fetch me to school since it was raining, and guess what? Heavy jam. Left the house at 7.10, reached school at 8.10. Duuuuude I can take a bus and reach there in 20 minutes provided there's no jam. That's how close school is to my home. Well you might ask, if the trip to school is so quick why do I dread it? Firstly I have to walk like a... 10 minute walk? Cross an overhead bridge, then from one of the school's backgate I have to walk a 7 minute walk to the parade ground for assembly. Walking sucks :< Especially in the early morning with no one to walk with. Raar.

K soo SS was good! I wrote so much for the first time in my life! Source-based question was like... about population growth. Baby bonuses and what not, sooo I managed to pull it through by applying what I learnt from experience for two years :p Okay honestly last year, I still don't know how but I didn't study SS AT ALL, but I still got a b4. Not bad huh :D I picked the same topic for SEQ - population growth. Something about an ageing population of the main problems which results in the need to have a population growth kinda thing. Second part to it was a work-life balance more incentive than attractive foreign talents to singapore. Whatever, can't really remember. But yessssss, both questions using general knowledge :D

I sooo regretted not studying for chemistry. I think the paper was hella easy, considering I actually had a lot of stuff to write, and I didn't study for it. I'm predicting a D7 or C6 lol. It was so much easier than last year, really.

Anywaaaay going to town tomorrow! Again, yes. Gotta buy a present and I'm going to study too :) If not it'd be so wasted to travel all the way there and not do anything else... and I MUST study too :D Well whatever it is I'd just like to thank my church mates for being so niceeee.

I've been taking care of another boarding dog too, for 50 bucks. It costs my time, my tolerance, and most importantly my freedom ): I have to bring it down for walks every night, (my mum does the morning ones), cause it's a very barky dog so I have to hush every 5 minutes or so? Pfffh, aaaand I can't go out until 6 oct. Well, minimal outings actually. I shan't go out unless it's important (:

Question:


Answer:





Okay, time to be serious. Exams are already here, not round the corner. But the feeling is still the same as last year's. I don't think I'm supposed to feel like this, right.

Today's papers were English Paper 1 and Emath Paper 1. English was good in my opinion. Though my vocab is getting more limited as we speak, I still managed to pull through a good one-word essay... I hope. The topic was 'Regret'. Well seemed pretty easy since I've regretted many many things. Initially I wanted to talk about not studying and as a result, getting retained but that's so cliche for a retainee right.

Sooo I talked about a child stealing a Gameboy when it was really popular. Well it's not really those kinda of typical child+steal+caught+learns mistake kind of essays. It's more like child with problem+desire+steal+caught+no other chance to redeem himself. Yeah so sadistic. I put encouraging words at the end to spice things up though I'm not sure if it's necessary lol.

Then emath was so pressuring. I have to meet the promotion criteria... that's what I want to do at least. I wanna pass emath and physics, try for amath and fail chem. But the emath paper 1 was so tough. Things aren't going as it's supposed to be ): argfhh I made so many careless mistakes. Aaand no, I don't want to go back and do that paper again. I just want to keep moving forward. I'll prolly screw up my whole life too. Arghhh.

ALSO, to aggravate things, I have to get a haircut cause my hair is supposedly too long. Like HOW IS MY HAIR LONG AT ALL?!?!?! The sides aren't touching my ear, my fringe barely touches my brows (sadly) and okay well my back isn't touching my collar either. Is it cause I don't have a freaking slope?! Retardededed. I refuse to cut my hair. I'll just try to shorten my back and THAT'S IT. It's already short enough. Gosh, how I wish Mr Lim Eng Kong was still here. He wasn't so fussy unlike the CURRENT YEAR 3 HEAD. Douchebag.

SS and chemistry tomorrow. I'll have to study for SS, aaargh.

Anyway went to town yesterday (lol) :]


K, nice shirt wrong jeans. My skinnies were washing so don't blame me ): Thinking of having an all black cell group outing! :D Gotta save like... $170 for shirt and shoes first lol.

Cell group later, yay :D Time to study kbye.

Okay I'm at Ben's house now :D

Yeah, going for service later on, hopefully it'll be good (:

Damn, one more hour to sleep. Anyway, his house has like moth balls and I'm allergic to them so the whole room smells like it, and I'm pretty scared I'll die (since the doctor said I'll die if I smell excess moth balls due to some medical condition.) So yes, if you want to kill me, you know how.

Anyway saturday's service was good! The word really spoke to me, about sons and daughters, and not being servants and members, but something more. Something which we can do more to help the church, something more which we can all do to find the spark to ignite the breakthrough in each and every member's individual lives! Honestly, I believe in the saying which teachers always use "If you don't help yourself, nobody can help you."

Soooo yes, really hoping a few more people in the cell group would be able to take up more responsibilities, enlarge their capacity to love other people, regardless of how they might act or behave. That is one of the major reasons why the group is not growing, I guess.

Anyway yes, all prepared for service. Will edit later tonight. :D

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OH MY GOOOOSHH SOOO TIREDDDD GAAAAAAHHHH. Really, really, really tired. Energyless, strengthless, weak lethargic sleepyhead.

Anyway, today's service wasn't that good since the hall wasn't packed but that's cause Pastor CK 'donated' members over to another service :) So yessss, more space to multiply I guess. I did a debrief for the group today and I thought I was only gonna do for the west side so I could touch on some issues on being a man, which has relation to being a son rather than a servant. But yeah, I did a debrief for the the east and west people who were there, and I don't know but to me it didn't go too well.

Ahhhh I'm so tired school starts tomorrow and exams start on thursday. I hate my life >(

Ahhhh, bad day.

School was a drag, amath totally blew my brains off. I couldn't exactly concentrate during white space, especially with an iTouch and WiFi, lol. But my brain was tired. Played NFL with the sec 4s after school, got a burn on my knee from sliding on the astroturf, and a bleeding nail thingy on my thumb. Well, the burn hurts so bad ): Cell group was bad, shan't go into details. Everyone there knew what happened, what matters more is that we move on from where we are, and that we learn our mistakes!

Okay honestly, I have not much of a mood. Tired + braindead + more tired + dilemma.

Whatever, exams on thursday. 2 weeks-span. Great.

OKAY OMG.

Short update and I'm off.
Well, I just finished studying for like 1 and a half hours straight, physics. Needed two cups of saturated coffee to keep me focused T_T.

Anyway, been studying a LITTLE more which isn't exactly good. I need to study A LOT more than usual in order to escape for conc camp. I plan to fail chemistry and chinese. Take lower chinese, and go for chemistry day camp. Arghhh, my maths are at risk too, both maths. Eveything's so screwed up.

I have to psyche myself up everyday - only 2 or 3 more weeks (I'd rather not calculate how many days exactly, lol) and I can run 'wild' :D I have soooo many plans for the holidays but I'm avoiding any thoughts of it. I can't risk my chances of promoting to sec 4. As if 5 years in secondary school isn't bad enough, I don't want to get kicked out okay.

I can only remember what happened yesterday, had a small meet up with some friends from the cell group. Brought Gerald along, and he's going to come to my church after o's (yay!). The meet up was mainly just a encouragement of us taking more responsibilities and helping out more in the cell group. Aaron said 'Either your cell group experiences a growth in members, or growth/breakthroughs in personal lives.' or something like that. Right now, we're more on the personal lives part. Thus, we'll want to make it as prominent and distinct as possible, or somewhat close to that :D

I have no idea what I just said. Braindead, heh.

Okay, I'm off :)

Yaaay, it's the weekend todaaay~

Finally, a break from waking up early to go to school. I only have 2 more weeks before I dissipate! I'm not really prepared yet. Well I'm prepared to fail chemistry, that's for sure. I'm hoping to pass both maths, all my humans, and physics. English, of course :) Chinese... I'll try, haha!

Sooo during emaths. It was the lamest class ever. So you see, the teacher said that if you didn't want to learn, you can just go ahead and sleep, but just don't disturb the class. I learned and understood the new chapter, and I was feeling REALLY tired. So I just went to sleep after like... 30 minutes of paying attention? Then Tan Hiok Mui, having some PMS that day, kept scolding all the people who slept. After the second or third time, Darren and I, WHO WERE BOTH AWAKE (with just our heads on the table. Our eyes were open I promise.), got scolded by Hiok Mui and he was like nagging and us, telling us to stand up since we were sleeping, then shouting at us blah blah blah. Then he was like 'Ben Ong... why are you in this school anyway? Where is your tie...? If you are ashamed of being in this school then just leave!' and I said 'Since when did I say I was ashamed to be here?'

Then also, he mentioned something like 'If you are sick, then stay at home and sleep! Why bother to come to school!' But obviously sir, there are other lessons which are more important that yours, if you have not realised? Touch'e.

Had amath white space till 2.30pm. This year's amath is sooo good compared to last years. I learned/revised the whole of polynomials in 3 days, while it took us more than 3 weeks to learn it last year.

Anyway, had cell group at yu jie's house. Also celebrated Lantern Festival :D

Hellohello, soo tired.

Okay so started off with school. I'm starting to enjoy school right now, since I don't waste my time in there anymore. I learn to solve math sums and I feel quite accomplished :D But still, I don't think this is able to last more than half of the school year. It'll prolly start before important exams, and end RIGHT after the last paper.

Yeah so I finally got my physics term 3 test paper back. I got 15/30, super improvement woo. Okay so like I have 2 marks from my MCQ which really really sucks. But that also means that I have 13 marks from my open-ended questions so that's REALLY good for me.


Went to clementi to bowl with the cell group. Today's last day we'll see Bush until he books out from army. Goodbye! We will miss you :D Okay so in bowling we sucked so much. I thought like 70 was bad but I didn't even reach that hahahaha. Prolly cause we were doing so many stupid things. Zac totally owned us all with like 90-100+. Played pool after that, Seb and Ben Tay are soooo pro while I'm so noob. I think I only managed to hit 3 or 4 balls in the pocket, in all the 2v2 games teehee.

Went to Botak Jones for dinner. I thought Botak Jones was some sort of restaurant but it's actually located in a hawker centre! It's portion is reaaaally huge, I'm so full >( Anyway we went to eat at the basketball court since the tables were so small and squeezy.

When Seb Chu asked this man to shift tables cause we had a big group, and we needed two big tables whereas him, one small fella hogging a big table by himself wasn't very fair right?

So Seb was like 'Ummm, excuse me can you shift tables cause we need the big tables...'

And he replied 'But... I don't smoke.'

Wow, go retain dude. You're so stupid hahaha.

Anyway Seb got a Samsung Omnia! It's cool :D So he lent me his Sony Ericsson k800i. Yaaaay, it's so much better than my v3i. Thank God.

Okay, last day of school tomorrow (for the week >[ ). Cell group + lantern festival!

Whooo, 3rd day of school is over.

I did do work in class today :D

Bio - 1 hour 20 minutes. Spent my time doing Amath, polynomials, so many questions, not enough brain juice ):

Emath - Found out how to do some parts of the past year papers. Shut up it's not last year's paper but 2006's :D

English - Sleeping since the teacher was absent.

SS - Haaa, funny lesson.

Physics - Gotta study heat D: I don't really know about the topic. And I still haven't gotten back my term 3 test paper yet -.-

Chinese - The teacher was actually funny today hahahaha. He's fun to talk to :D But still slept.

Chemistry - Electroysis, Cathode negative, Anode positive. Half equations. Yup, learnt something :)

I officially prefer math to science right now :D It's more interesting and fun to do, imo.


Anyway so there has been the news about the world ending and stuff... again. According to my friends, the scientists have invented a machine which is able to recreate the big bang... and stuff like that. Well I don't believe in that, but I DO believe that the world is ending soon. We are probably one of the last few generations in this world.

All I have to say is that -if the world is ending sooner than expected, I am SO happy. I want to go to heaven already, I want to quit schooling, playing for the rest of my life would be possible <3 But I have to bring more friends with me to heaven! :D

Oh well, two long days ahead! This month is busybuzybzbeee!

i'll be your doctor,
i'll be your cure,
i'll be your medicine and more.

i'll be your doctor,
i'll be your cure,
baby you'll feel like never before

(♥)

Okaaay so I was slightly late for school. Like 2 minutes late? I was already in the school compound but I'm sorry that the bus stop at the backgate is so far away I have to walk so much just to reach the parade ground?

When I was walking up there was this... staff. This lady, not even a teacher. Commenting on my attitude towards assembly. It's like after singing the national anthem and saying the pledge I just walked up the stairs to the parade ground right. Then she was like "Hey you, you're already late but why aren't you in a rush? Haiyooo -turns to her colleague and shakes head- at least you should rush up la! -turns to colleague again and says 'this boy ahhhh, just walk pass like this' -" Wtf man I mean yo, I'm already late, even if I rush or not, I'll still be late and booked right? So shut up man. It's not like YOU have to go for assembly. AND BESIDES, WHY AREN'T YOU THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE? YOU'RE THE ONE WITH A CUP OF COFFEE IN YOUR HANDS AND YOU'RE STROLLING TOO RIGHT? And I'm sorry if I just walked pass without greeting you or I just ignored you. You don't deserve that respect okay. And wait, I didn't even ignore you. I was just suffering from morning sickness so I was nodding my head as a sign of 'okay' instead of saying those words you want to hear such as 'Ohh I'm so sorry ma'am I will immediately rush up to the parade grounds in the fastest time possible, and get booked so I can hear morning devotion with my fullest attention! Have a good day!' What is with the staff there these days. Anyway the prefect escorted me to the ramp to get booked. Didn't get booked anyway.

Did pay attention in class today, I'm getting better at this :) Managed to understand Amath, revised/learned properties of circles in emath. Had to sit on the floor with like a quarter of the class during english cause we all didn't do our english homework. Then we had to copy the answer to the comprehension 3 times. Soo tiring oh gosh. My neck hurt and all. Watched some video on STDs and aids, sex education. It's better than the videos last year, I must say. The actors did a better job :D

But there was a pretty lame part :

"I love you. Cause I love you. Not because I want to have sex with you." I mean come onnnn, you can do a better job!

Heh so yeah. Self-reminder: Wrist band, shorts, asics sneakers.


we were part of something ours, and ours alone (♥)

Rawrrr first day of school was yet, another wasted day.
Didn't even take my pencil case out k.

Anyway so I went to take a nap in the afternoon cause I was tired.
I had really really weird dreams. First it was like some lizard thingy. The lizard was supposedly dead, but not really. It's just weird like a couple of us were playing with the lizard. It 'felt' really dry and rough hahaa. Yeah and then I had a dream of God. Like omgomgomg, first time dreamingggggg of God! It was like classroom style, I was taking notes and there were like 8 points. I only remembered 2 which were - Cherish your friendship, and Miss God. Like the 'I miss you' thing. I guess what he's trying to say is that when you're having a really dry season, there seems to be no breakthroughs and everything feels so crappy, you shouldn't always blame it on God or feel disheartened. Instead you should miss him and feel like you need him to be full! More or less, haha.

Anyway soooo exams start on 25th september, ends on the 8th. And since everyone is counting down to the day exams start, I shall count down to the day it ends :) omg, have you thought of it. After the 8th of october I don't have to come to school that often anymore ^_^ omgg.

Yes, I'd better study now. Nerd-mode turn on k.

(♥)

Man so I slept at 5am this morning, and had to wake up for church T_T I almost overslept it wasn't for the morning call :D

Anyway reached on time k! Praise and Worship was awesomezzz today. Word was GREATTTTT. We were seated at the front-est row so like the camera kept showing us on the big screen. Hahahaha.

School starts tomorrow shit ): but then it's also a good thing. I can finally settle down and tell myself, time to study. Let's not get kicked out of school k :) Thanks Christel, for getting me to study yesterday night hahaha. I did emath in the end anyway :D Properties of circles - seems so easy right now compared to last year :D

Okay, I won't have anything much to blog about for now. It'll be just study study study and more study. Meh, we'll see how it goes :D


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WHAT THE EFFFFF. EXAMS IN 19 DAYS (ACCORDING TO YI CHONG'S BLOG)

WADDAFK WHY SO FAST OMGOGOMGOGMOMGOMG PANIC-MODE-CUM-NERD-MODE-CLOSET-MUGGER-MODE TURN ON AAAAAAAAAAA SERIOUS.

Okay this post should consist less than 50 words, not including this. I'm just gonna post videos.

Firstly, games committee.


I look like shit here but oh well.




Hillsong <33


Incubus <33



Cobra Starship <33



New Found Glory - Iris (Goo Goo Dolls' cover)



Keaneeeee <33



3 Doors Down <33





And this version LOLOL.



Ok Go <33



Muse! ♥



Dashboard Confesional :D

Okay so that was some of the artists on my 'Shuffle songs'. Now you have an idea of how my ipod is like :D Well, a very faint idea heh. All those hearts make me feel gay /:

Oh well, have fun :)

(I know it's more than 50 words, get over it >:[)

Kay really tired.

Sub-zone gathering today, games was pretty messed up due to time constraint, almost everything didn't go as planned. In fact, the price of the food wasn't expected either hahaha. I thought it would be more expensive, like prolly 12 bucks for a dish? But I had a... Teriyaki Chicken Cheese Burger. It came with fries too, $7.80. + Another cute drink which was $3.50. I sooo didn't know that k, it was pretty small too ): Total was $13.30 consisting of GST and service charge I think. Okay, you didn't need to know that.

I only had a picture taken with the games committee, will upload it when it gets facebooked lol.

Soooo, on the train going home there was this indian fella singing indian songs. I guessed he didn't exactly know the lyrics to the song (if there even are any) so he was going 'ding ding ding ding' to the tune. EVERYONE in the train was looking at him, even a fellow indian lolol. He was just so in his own world. Pretty hilarious haha.

Anyway, I'm tired.
Goodnight world.

something tells me I should perservere.
something tells me you're the one i need here.

Whooooo, today wasn't wasted :DD

Spent the morning doing math (yay I know how to do math :])

Then headed for Power House at Riverwalk! It was truly the first time I think I did my quiet time properly. Had a word from God, one of the few times I had it :>

Anyway sooo it was so freezing ): I lent my cardigan to my sis cause I didn't think it was gonna be cold. Mehh. SO, had some curry fish udon thingy for dinner. Tasted like instant noodles with seasoning, without the soup. Still pretty nice though (:

Went to town after that to get my havaianas :D I picked the metallic olive-y one. Costs 50 bucks aaa. I'm so broke now >: I don't know what to blog about lol.

Going to town tomorrow to do some games stuff for Friday's Sub-zone gathering.

Sooo I might as well put this.


SUB-ZONE GATHERING.
VENUE: SHOKUDO, BASEMENT OF CITY HALL.
TIME: 5PM OR 7PM.

It's mainly a dinner for those who have finished exams, preparing for exams, a time to chill etc etc. It will be fun definitely. Those who want to come please tell me byyyyyy, anytime before 3pm on friday? Thanks :) You can bring your own friends too btw.

Okayyyyyy so... I like my hair. :D?

Anyway wasted the whole morning gaming.
HOWEVER, after lunch and some sleep I actually packed my room. I should have taken a before and after picture!
I hanged all my clothes, put my books properly and tidied everything up. Found a lot of papers which I doodled on, a lot of emo times and good memories <3!

I ALSO found my other handphone charger, an earphone sponge, and a few missing shirts. I threw away so much more stuff which I deemed wasn't important to me anymore. And and and srsly I have so many clothes in my wardrobe that I can't put anymore in. Shitttzzz.

Okay sooo like headed for dinner at 10 plus. Sis rode her bike there just for kicks I suppose, and then we realised that all the stalls were closed sooo we had to leave to another place. BUT her bike had some problem and it couldn't start soo we tried to kickstart it until 11 plus. Had a malay guy to help us do it, after like a few dozen tries he did it so yay time to go. Went to west coast park's McDonalds. Finished, left, and reached home, my sis wanted to go out so she went to go kickstart her bike again right, and I have TOTALLY no idea why my mum had to stand there and watch ( so I had to too -.-). It's already pass midnight, I'm tired I want to rest but noooo we had to wait for something which wasn't our business at all.

I told her 'Can we goo?!' and she held the house keys out and said 'You go home first, take the keys.' And I walked to her to get the keys but she deliberately dropped it before I could take it. I mean seriously that pissed me off. It was totally unneccessary and so shit. Duh, I didn't pick it up so she had to bend down and pick it up herself (hah what a noob). Seriously, I felt like picking the keys up and throwing it to somewhere far away (hopefully it lands in the river). Everything about her pisses me off. Her voice, the way she speaks, her repetitions, behaviour, EVERYTHING POSSIBLE.

It's like 'I think it's a SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSoreeeeeeeeee.' I mean WOW STFU ALREADY.
If you don't know what to say, DON'T REPEAT THE SAME THING 4 TIMES MAN WTF.

Can't take it.