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my holy escapade.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Title : -- Date : 8:31 PM
EMO POST. (scroll below it for non-emo post.)


Bleh, slept at 4+, woke up at 10. Am so tired.

Anyways sooooo went to NYP with Zac and Seb. I finally completed my Pokemon Ruby heh. No more distractions now, I need to study.

Today passed pretty quickly. I guess everyday does when you're doing something fun.

I won't lie, but I feel dead. Everything is getting boring, it's just a matter of time.
Nothing really interests me that much anymore. Staying at home is boring, going out isn't that exhiliarating anymore. I could have all the money in the world and buy all there is in the world and not be happy. I don't think I've ever felt like this before. Whatever it is, this sucks. It's like you're losing all the adrenaline. All the feeling of anxiety and danger. Life is boring. Who knows, I might go into minor depression soon. It's not that I have no friends. I've been around fun people. Maybe I just need to escape. Escape from this little dot. Escape to somewhere with more freedom. Somewhere with more open-ness.

Perhaps it's this crowd. On the trains. On the buses. Always putting up with the people who piss me off.

People who:

-Squeeze through an army of people just to be the first who enters/exits the train.

-Rush into the train which causes you to be pushed back deeper into the carriage when you want to exit it.

-Seat right next to you when there are 347834562373458 other empty seats on the upper deck of the bus.

-In addition to the point above, he steals A LOT of glances at you and whatever you're doing (texting, changing songs on your ipod.)

Oh God, give me strength to continue running this race. Fill me with the life you posses. My cup is empty.


-edit-

Ohhh, simply wonderful. I like went to pray for restoration and stuff and now I'm okay. Hehehe.

Anyway so what really happened today was that I was in the NYP library with Zac and later, Seb came too.

I put my pokemon in my ipod and transfered it into his lappy and played it from there.
I sucked so badly so I just gamesharked 5 pokemons for myself to defeat the elite four hahaha.

Yeah and sooo had McDonalds there. It's cheaper in NYP than outside. Student price I guess?
So lunch was McDonalds and my mum just bought Macs again for dinner. Gaaaah, at least she bought a chicken foldover this time.

Which also sums up to 4 COKE GLASSES.

2 Basketball , 2 Swimming :)


- says, 'One grilled chicken foldover don't want to fold over thank you.'

WTH LOLOOL.
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Called by the name Ben, he's on the same quest as everyone else. Lead by the Creator of the heavens and earth, he believes in the one and only almighty Father.
He used to spend a quarter of his life in the water, in hope of achieving swiftness and ultimate mobility in that composition H2O. Though his passion has plunged into hibernation, it is going to be awaken soon.
Currently perfecting his educational attributes in an ACS(I).
Though he has been living in this world for 16 years, his first cry was heard on the 22nd December 1992.
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