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my holy escapade.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Title : -- Date : 7:07 PM
Yeahhhh. Church service today was good :D
Was about faith. Really needed it. I feel less worried about whether it's going to be worth it or not and stuff :D

Anyway, wanted to go out today but decided not to, instead I'll go out on wed :D

I currently saved 50 bucks, and by wednesday I can hopefully save another 30. That makes 80 (duh).

I wanna buy a pair of havaianas, and then looking at how much I have left, I'll prolly buy something else :) Ahhh, shop shop shop.

Sub-zone meeting on thursday, we're doing refreshments. Omggg for a 150 people, this is gonna get tiring. Looking forward to it anyways :)


I could’ve sworn we disappeared tonight
Come on and dance with me
Come on and dance with me, baby
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Title : -- Date : 3:39 PM
Heyy :D

I was in like a HUUUUUGE dilemma yesterday. I never though about things so deeply.

Anyway first things first. Went gyming before cell group, arms aching now ((: But then again I also ate about.. two and a half packets of chips so it's so fattening. Cell group that day wasn't exactly great. I felt that we were trying too hard to bring that day's atmosphere back. We all wanted to start off this cell group with a blast, but I didn't think it went too smoothly. Well, it's just coming from my point of view.

Anyway so I was thinking of a lot of stuff. I felt that I'm not made for singapore, I'm not suited for this lifestyle. I needed somewhere more relaxed, easy going and more open minded people. Singapore is too... fast moving for me. Ahh you get the point. Anyway, so it linked to many many other things. Trust, faith, friends and such. I talked to bush about this and he really helped by giving support and retuning me back into prayer.

Then I also spoke to my mum about this. I NEVER ever do speak to my mum about my thoughts since it'll only go back to 'study' or scolding. But this time I took it all in and I felt muchhhh better after talking to her. I even gave her a hug :)

Haha so yeah, did some quizzes with a friend and the results so pretty true. So coool hahaha.
Oh well, gotta tune my life back on track now :)
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Title : -- Date : 3:35 PM
Gufahahaha.
Last day of schooooool I survived woohoo!

Anyway so... yesterday night/this morning was pretty shocking and sudden. At like 12am++ when I was doing my final youtube-ing, Ben Tan asked me to call Jia Zheng's handphone to have a conference. I thought it was like just an ordinary discussion and sharing, and then a prayer.

So I called and they told me that the west side cell group has so called/unofficially 'multiplied'. Which meant that Ben Tan would have to do the sermons and we have to put in more work. Of course, Yu Jie will still be overseeing and supervising us, but it's all different now. Jia Zheng, Joshua and I have to step up and contribute more to the cell group now! Exciting yet nervous, heh.

Sooo yeah, had a really long sharing session. I'm gonna share offering message tomorrow! Gaaah, first time doing it. I've done testimonies and all but this is just on a whole new level ):

Anyway so really excited about this new thing, and I look forward to tomorrow :D

Now, for the screwed up part. I have detention class on saturday. That's so wtf please. I shouldn't have let that prefect book me at all ): DC is from 8am-10am, 1 hour of self-study. Omygawsh. What a waste of time! I think I'm going to skip that stupid nonsense.

Anyway, have a good day :)
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Title : -- Date : 7:15 PM
2 more days of schooooool!

I managed to reach school on time again, pretty pleased with myself so far :)

We started the day off with a spot check for contraband items. It just felt pretty scary to me although I never have any of these. Well I was worried for my ipod charger hahaha. They're pretty particular about using the school's electricity to charge stuff. Anywaaay no one in my class got caught so it's cool.

Then came the longest lesson time before recess ever. Geography - 1 hour. Chinese - 1 hour 20 mins (omgg T_T). English - 40 minutes. By recess I was starving ):

The curry chicken cutlet noodle thingy from Fun With Mee isn't that good. Curry is hot and pretty tasteless :/

Anyway during emath the teacher told us to do our own work but since I was too tired I went to sleep. And I was actually quite happy I did cause during lit(which was after math), I paid attention! So yeah I learned stuff k.

I'm still in a dilemna on whether I should go to school on friday or not, since it is really a waste of time. Damn I should start locking my posts since they contain all my plans.
Anyway if I go to school, I have to wake up early and go to school myself. I mean a morning walk is good and all but the waking up part sucks srsly. I'll be exercising (walking around the polytechnic -.-), pass time during lesson(s), celebration. I'd rather stay at home like this.

And if I don't, I could prolly sleep longer, helping to get rid of my eyebags, I'll complete at least a bit of work. And I'll be able to do other stuff.

Aaaah, whatever.

Alsooo, congrats Zoe, my blood sister :)
She passed her bike test! Yeah, she rides a motorbike and she won't fetch me around cause my mum won't allow it ): Pfffh.


because sometimes it's hard to say goodbye.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Title : -- Date : 3:54 PM

Too much school kills.

This week of school is passing by soo slowly. It's only the second day of the week but it seems like monday.

Only 3 more days - ACES day is on friday. We're gonna have this walk around the area for exercise, 1 hour of lessons, and then teachers' day celebrations I think? Some celebration, whatever.

I need my term break to get back into shape aaaah!



Lessons were tiring muchh. The most entertaining one would be geography since sharkboy kept jacking himself, talking about Darwin and stuffs hahaha.

K, on the way back home from school, this NSK girl boarded the bus and stood infront of me. I seriously promise you her skirt was so effing short. It's like a mini skirt okay. Like it's not even those relaxed skirts but those pretty tight ones, and it (barely) covered half of her thighs. Oh shut up, it wasn't as if I was staring at it. I was looking at other people who were looking at her okay, like this small newtown boy hahahaha.

Kbye - sleep.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Title : -- Date : 7:20 PM

Story Of The Year.


Best band in its league imo.
With songs like The Antidote, Stereo, and



Anthem Of Our Dying Day,
they bring emo post-grunge to a whole new level!


Yeah went to school today, last week of school!
Didn't wear my contacts so I couldn't see anything in school ): I was just day-dreaming and stuff, but I did pay attention in certain subjects (:

In chem, I was like voted one of the few people with the least energy. I have no idea why but yeah... I am always sleeping in class hehe. If I'm not wrong, I passed physics :DDDD Like OMGGGGG, it's the first time I passed physics in my whole life!! But it's not really confirmed yet. My teacher didn't bring the marks along, but he just said 'I think you passed.'

My braces are purple now! My aunt didn't let me put grey since she said you won't be able to see it since the metallic braces thingy are also silverish. My teeth so effing hurts ): Especially my front teeth since the dentist put the chain thingy to pull my teeth. Aaaaaaah, I'm in such agony.

Collected my glasses too! It's like 100 degrees higher than my old glasses so I'm not really used to it. It seems too high and I get occasional headaches hehehe. Oh well, at least I can see!

Anyway I'll leave you with some youtubed videos I highly recommend you to watch! It's pretty old but just watch itttt.

Part 1.




Part 2.



Part 3.


Sunday, August 24, 2008
Title : -- Date : 4:12 PM
Baaack from service!
Great anointing and presence of God flowed through the place when we all prayed for Pastor Kong. I believe we can see ourselves with a 35,000 seater stadium just for evangelism :)

Anywho, most of the Westies were on the same train to expo. 4 of us met each other on the train :D
Had to reach expo at 9am to get seats for the service since it'll be really really packed... which was the case. Reached at 920, heh, but the gates weren't open yet so it's fine. When it was opened we went to get seats right, and the aisles and slopes slowly opened one by one. When it did, ALL THE TYPICAL KIASU SINGAPOREANS WILL RUSH AND SQUEEEEEEZE THROUGH. I didn't manage to retain this aged man (bloody kiasu) and when this woman tried (even more kiasu) I INTENTIONALLY blocked her so I went first. Sorry, bad morning moods.

I really do feel like shit in the mornings. Any form of minor/slight irritation or annoyness and I'll be pissed. ):

Didn't wear my glasses nor contacts today so anything 7metres away was blur. The world is so boring when it's blur ): Service was became slightly slow for me when it came to the word. I was just listening since I couldn't see anything. I fall asleep easily you know ):

And then it was SOT Graduation. Congrats Lina :) They all threw their graduation hats up and stuff, so cool.

Okay I'm tired.
Tightening braces, changing the colour to dark grey, collecting glasses tomorrow. :D
5 more days of school till I'm free!


I had the world...
Until I lost you.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Title : -- Date : 2:35 PM
Okaaaaay so I forgot to mention that cause it was raining yesterday and my slippers has like totally no grip, I slipped and fell right. I cut my knee, injured it too, along with like the toe area. So there's like pus coming out of it (so fun to play :D) and I can't walk properly ):

Gotta reach expo like one and a half hours earlier today, gaaaaaah. I feel so lazy I feel so lethargic I feel moodless.

Andandand in the morning/afternoon, some indian mailman came knocking on my door. I think he prolly knocked really loudly, and he also raised his voice doing that 'Helllooooooooooooo?' thing. Which resulted in my dogs barking HELL LOUD okay I've never seen or heard them barking so loudly before. Didn't know my dogs were racist too :)

The indian man was also damn rude la wth, I opened the door and asked like 'Yes?' and he just shoved the letter into my hands and said 'Correct?' I mean like waddafk you don't know how to communicate?

Pfff.

-edit-

Didn't go to service today ): Will be going tomorrow instead. Starting from tomorrow, I have to do my work for like at least 3 hours a day.

So I was really really bored at night, so I decided to check out the Crank Dat - Soulja Boy video despite my major disgust towards that song. I hate it even more now ): So lame please, I don't see how anyone can actually like that song. Sorry, no offence to those people who like it.

here we go again,
but this time there'll be bliss.


Title : -- Date : 12:27 AM
Holidaaaaay :>


Went over to the spectacle shop to repair my glasses. I was given a pair of temporary contacts to wear while the glasses are repairing. Oh my gosh, my eyes are so sensitive it takes so long for my to take the contacts out. Putting them on is fine, but taking them out can take up to like 8 minutes? :/ I noob k.

Went to get groceries with Seb Tay to make muffins at Bush's House!
Like manually make them pls, put in ingredients, slice apples up, bake them. So tiring pls, especially the washing up >:

K so, we left the place around like... 6+? Decided to cab to the cell group venue since it was raining and we'll prolly be late. Got a cab at jurong, SUPPEEEEER BAD JAM OMG. We barely moved 100m and it already costed us 8 damn bucks. Total = 40 bucks, to Tanjong Pagar. We decided to take train there anyway. Was soo late >:

SOT Graduation tomorrow, Lina's graduating!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Title : -- Date : 3:56 PM
OMG. FINALLY. SO. HAPPY. SCHOOL. IS. OVER. for this week ._.

Went to school partially blind to long distant objects. Still made it out alive :)

Started off with chem prac. Oh my gosh so boring.
Then physics, oh my gosh I don't understand anything about Pressure.
Skipping to Amath, I managed to do and understand almost all the questions which we did in class. So happy! :D Wahuawhuahw.

Okay so skipping to end of school, I finally found the way to go home, taking only ONE bus ride. Which saves like 70 cents a day :) Aaaand so when I was going home, this ang moh dude approached me 'Do you speak english?' and I'm like 'Yeah.'
Then he asked me for directions to where we are right now. I was like searching for dover road and stuff but it isn't the full map of singapore so it's not in there. Then he asked how do you go to Orchard Road and stuff. I'm like... 'I'm not sure sorry.' Then he asked how long it would take for him to go there, so I told him 'About an hour.' and then he looked shocked. His big eyes glared at me I'm serious, he had yellow pupils too. Pretty cool ANYWAY so he went like 'AN HOUR?!' and I'm like 'Yeah... by bus.' Then he asked for cars and I was like 'Oh, about 30 minutes?' Soooo I continued answering his questions but I wasn't very helpful since the map didn't have dover and I don't drive. I'm sorry dude but you could at least have said thanks or something. At least I told you the correct direction to go.

Anyway having a really bad headache, prolly cause I'm without glasses. Thinking of buying contacts temporarily since my mum doesn't want to buy new glasses for me >_> Ohh, she SHOULD sooner or later. Damnit.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Title : -- Date : 6:30 PM
Pewpew, reached school on time today.
When I went to my class, a few of them were like 'Wohooo -claps- Benong you're early today.' Lolol.

Not much happened in school, friday's a holiday cause the rugby team won the grand slam this year, woohoo.

Tomorrow's a freaking tiring day, oh gosh.

I also broke my glasses today. Was like sorta playing with Isaac and he tried to grab my neck but he grabbed my face instead and it squashed my glasses and the lens broke :<

I have to go around without glasses, not much point in going to school since I won't be able to see anything on the whiteboard BUT. You told me you wanted me to go to school so I'm going :D.

Okay, finally cleared off my debts too, time to save up. I WANT A PAIR OF RED GLASSES WOOOOO. Bet my mum isn't gonna get it for me anyway :/


Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Title : -- Date : 9:50 PM
K so, my hair is so short, can't wait for like 2-3 weeks time.

Anyway cause I slept at 2am yesterday, and I had to go to school on my own today (I only found out when I woke up. My mum said she was too tired and stuffs so yeah :<). I got ready and everything but I was so tired I sat on my sofa (which felt soo comfortable omgosh) from 7.30am to 8am ._.

Took a bus down, realised the backgate was locked so I had to cut through ITE, and climb over the fence to school. Damn, I love climbing over things now :D

Today was pretty much easy going too. Only lessons fruitful lessons were Amath and Literature. The rest weren't that good lol.

Ipod earphones spoilt again I think, wth :< No music really sucks.



Ben Tan's birthday in church!


Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
Monday, August 18, 2008
Title : -- Date : 10:22 AM
Okay I'm in the school library blogging cause I don't want to go for PE.

Today is such a waste of time. So many people are absent from school, damn.

SS - Easy-going period :)
PE - Swimming.
Recess.
Chem - Ahhhhh I don't understand a thing.
Chinese - 'Free' period.
Bio - Real free period.
English - Absent teacher = 'free' period.

So I'm coming to school for one lesson. Such a waste of time ): I could have studied more at home man honestly.

Anyway I was just thinking. I think a lot when I'm alone (which is sort of a good thing :D).

'Would you still want to have everything you ever wanted IF they have to be exchanged for what you currently have?

I came up with this thought and I came to a conclusion: No.

I like my life pretty much. Though I always want the riches and cool stuff, I have friends, I like my body (just needs to get a little more muscular lol) etc.

Soooo I'm gonna get a haircut since I can't stand my hair and sooo many teachers are asking to get one anyway. Either way it's today, or fail hair check tomorrow.

Which also reminds me. I only have just a little more than 1 month left to final years. I'm going to work as hard as I can, seriously.


OHOHOHOH, before I forget. I received this odd text from another number. It says:

'31 states, 1618 languages, 6400 castes, 6 religion, 6 ethnic groups, 29 major festivals, ONE united country! Be proud to be an Indian! Happy INDEPENDENCE DAY! wishes from K. Thamil selvan & family.'

Thanks but no thanks. Seriously, do I look like an indian? :(
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Title : -- Date : 5:16 PM
STUDYING = MAKES BRAIN TIRED ------- (1)
BEN = BRAIN IS TIRED ---------------------- (2)

(1) = (2)

STUDYING = BEN.


ANS: BEN = STUDYING.

TOO MUCH MATH?!?!?!


Title : -- Date : 12:25 AM
Bad start, good ending :)

Late for school, got booked.
Then I have to give a parent's letter stating that my parents are aware of my absence in school during national day celebrations. I'll get CWO after that. CWO stands for Corrective Work Order which means doing lowly CIP work without CIP points. I mean what the hell it's not like I did anything wrong at all right? People who don't feel well on the day have to go for CWO too?! What bullshit.

And my chem teachers wants to see my parents for PTM. Doooooooood, how sucky is that.

Anyway physics test, I studied :)) I'm quite confident of passing but then again I've never passed physics in my entire life so... there's a expected fail right there. Who knows how this term will turn out? :)

Cell group with the easties today - couldn't find the apartment at alllll. We were practically lost for a couple of minutes. It's like we wandered into every turn, only realizing that it's the wrong place lol.

Cell group yesterday was still better imo, but today wasn't bad either.

Gonna learn drums since Seb doesn't wanna do drums anymore. Have I mentioned this already? Lol.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Title : -- Date : 11:29 PM
Ahhh, so many happenings, so little memory to remember them hahha.

Anyway firstly I'd like to say I GOT TO SCHOOOL ON TIME. I took public transport too.

Next offffff, my mum wants to buy another dog. If you know me personally you should also know that the number of dogs I have is above average. She wants to name it Gucci/Chanel or whatever, we'll see heh.

&&& I PASSED CHINESE TEST OMGOMGOMG. 29/50 lol, not many people passed okay :)

School has been really tiring, I just fall asleep so much. & Everytime without fail, I'll sweat when I wake up... in my class that is.

Soooo stayed in school having lunch/sleeping until it was time to go for cell group. Although cell group today had a lower number of attendance, I honestly believe that today was better than most(all) of the other cell groups meetings. There was a lot of sharing of personal views on things and we had a lot of worship, prayer and it's like there was no room for embarrassment or shame. Really really great :)

Going to school tomorrow (NFL WITH SEC 4S WAAAAA), gyming with Ben and Bush, attending east cell group too. What a busy day :))

Seb Tay says I should learn drums too! Maaaaaaaaybe I would. Hehe.

Anyways gonna sleep now, have a long day tomorrow.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Title : -- Date : 8:45 PM
My sister got a wc3: TFT disk ((:
Dota timeeee hahaha.

Anyway had to wake up really early today cause my sis had to take her bike test or something.

Chinese test was bleh. Chinese and I just don't go well together. I think I'm gonna take CLB in sec 4 or something heh.

Don't think anything interesting happened today. Health check was okay. Like I took off my glasses and the first line of the words were blurry already. With my glasses it's like ownage haha. Back bone didn't get worse, still in the degree range.

Slept so much in class today, I have no idea why I'm just so tired. After recess - sleep. During SS (no teacher came in) - slept. During bio - slept. During CIP - slept.

The sec 4 classroom is soooo cold okay. It's like 5x colder than my class. Anyway slept in there for like half an hour :)

After that we just played around, boomerangs, handstands, challenging ruey jer to DJ Max :)

It's like Guitar Hero/DDR/o2jam. Out of the whole thing he won me by one song I think hahaha.

Thennnn after that went to play NFL on the astroturf. Like passing, catching sprinting for the ball and stuff. After I started sweating I didn't feel like playing anymore ): I hatehateh8h8h8 sweat ughh.

Physics test this friday - I WANT WANT WANT WANT TO PASS PHYSICS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE WASTED LIFE. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Title : -- Date : 5:46 PM
Bleh, my mum woke me up at 6.20am today and I was like 'Wow so early. Can take my time (:'

But then it turned out that I was going to school on my own. AGAIN.
It's like whenever I start doing something independent, I'll have to do it again and again. Like taking public transport back home from school, buying food myself etc. Oh well shan't complain that much. Proves I'm maturing in one way :)

Anyway soooo I could have just went back to sleep (cause I was terribly tired) and forget about school today. But instead, I CHOSE to go to school no matter how late. It's not really that late though, bout 8am lol.

Chem test - Gaaaah unprepared.

PE - So stupid okay. I thought like since it was the first swimming 'lesson', we would just get a briefing and get released for recess. But instead those who didn't bring their attire had to run 10 rounds around the track. I'd choose swimming over running anytime babeh. &It's like all the sweattttt ughughguhugh.

Geog - I passed my term 3 testtttt :)
Greg Loh was like 'Who is Ben?'
And I went 'Me me me.'
Then he was like 'You better write your full name. You write.. what's this... 'benong'. I spent so much time searching the namelist...' blah blah blah.
Another teacher to add onto the list (:

Lit - I passed lit too! Humanities is sooo much easier than sciences and math. Gosh.

Lol so during recess I dropped by the sec 4 class. RJ had a message and at the end of it there was the smiley '=D' and then I replied for him, 'What is equal to D?' LOL.
Gaaah, I feel like a bast**d today. Sorry Max!

Aaaandanadnadn after school I went to meet RJ in his class. So like we were talking about ghosts. He was telling me about this haunted mansion with the playing piano thingy and the particular song which it played. It's kinda eerie when you think of it. && We talked about Chucky!

Rings a bell? :)

Okay I'll stop lol.
Quizzzzz :)


ONLY TWO WORDS! You can only use two words to answer each question.

1. Explain what ended your last relationship?
No idea.

2. When was the last time you bathed?
Last night.

3. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m.?
Prefects, prefects.

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Blog surfing.

5. Are you any good at math?
At failing.

6. Your prom night?
Never had ):

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Uh no.

8. Have you had to take a loan out for school?
I haven’t.

9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
Don't have.

10. Last thing received in the mail?
Anniversary gift ♥♥

11. How many different beverages have you had today?
Water & water. (1)

12. Do you ever leave messages on people’s answering machines?
Not really.

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
Can't remember ):

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No, lol.

15. What’s the most painful dental procedure you’ve had?
Braces/Seperaters.

16. What is out your back door?
What the.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
Studyyyyystudystudy.

18. Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
Do what?

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorns?
Nope lol.

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Dang, no.

21. Do you re-use towels after you shower?
Ya duh.

22. Some things you are excited about?
Nut thing.

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
Strawberry flavour?

24. Describe your keychain(s)?
OCS (:

25. Where do you keep your change?
My wallet.

26. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Last year!

27. What kind of winter coat do you own?
No coat.

28. What was the weather like on your graduation day?
Not graduated.

29. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Open, sadly.


OKAY I REALLY HAVE TO STUDY NOW. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME PEACE TO CONCENTRATE ON PHYSICS.

Monday, August 11, 2008
Title : -- Date : 8:31 PM
EMO POST. (scroll below it for non-emo post.)


Bleh, slept at 4+, woke up at 10. Am so tired.

Anyways sooooo went to NYP with Zac and Seb. I finally completed my Pokemon Ruby heh. No more distractions now, I need to study.

Today passed pretty quickly. I guess everyday does when you're doing something fun.

I won't lie, but I feel dead. Everything is getting boring, it's just a matter of time.
Nothing really interests me that much anymore. Staying at home is boring, going out isn't that exhiliarating anymore. I could have all the money in the world and buy all there is in the world and not be happy. I don't think I've ever felt like this before. Whatever it is, this sucks. It's like you're losing all the adrenaline. All the feeling of anxiety and danger. Life is boring. Who knows, I might go into minor depression soon. It's not that I have no friends. I've been around fun people. Maybe I just need to escape. Escape from this little dot. Escape to somewhere with more freedom. Somewhere with more open-ness.

Perhaps it's this crowd. On the trains. On the buses. Always putting up with the people who piss me off.

People who:

-Squeeze through an army of people just to be the first who enters/exits the train.

-Rush into the train which causes you to be pushed back deeper into the carriage when you want to exit it.

-Seat right next to you when there are 347834562373458 other empty seats on the upper deck of the bus.

-In addition to the point above, he steals A LOT of glances at you and whatever you're doing (texting, changing songs on your ipod.)

Oh God, give me strength to continue running this race. Fill me with the life you posses. My cup is empty.


-edit-

Ohhh, simply wonderful. I like went to pray for restoration and stuff and now I'm okay. Hehehe.

Anyway so what really happened today was that I was in the NYP library with Zac and later, Seb came too.

I put my pokemon in my ipod and transfered it into his lappy and played it from there.
I sucked so badly so I just gamesharked 5 pokemons for myself to defeat the elite four hahaha.

Yeah and sooo had McDonalds there. It's cheaper in NYP than outside. Student price I guess?
So lunch was McDonalds and my mum just bought Macs again for dinner. Gaaaah, at least she bought a chicken foldover this time.

Which also sums up to 4 COKE GLASSES.

2 Basketball , 2 Swimming :)


- says, 'One grilled chicken foldover don't want to fold over thank you.'

WTH LOLOOL.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Title : -- Date : 10:56 PM
Hellohello, went to Seb's CG to celebrate National Day yesterday.
T'was fun, thanks guys :)
Caught the air show and fireworks which were spectacularly boring.

ANYWAY TODAY. I. Went to church yay ♥
I don't know, I just feel pretty dry right now. I'm not that enthusiastic anymore. But nevertheless, I'm not going to backslide and turn away from God. I believe in miracles :)

Headed to town after that and today is really really really REALLY weird. I'm just lost and confused honestly.

We went into shops like Prada, Gucci, LV (you get the point). & The stuff there were pretty nice. The price didn't really shock me either. Not cause I expected that price but it just didn't seem a lot to me. Like I tried on about $3k+ of stuff? (So jew I know hahaha) and like there was this pair of LV shoes. If I remember correctly it's $945. I was like 'ooo.'
But then again, I'm not that financially blessed. I wouldn't even consider myself rich. I'm like average class?

Gaah forget it I have no idea what I was saying. I just think that mentally, I mature really really fast.

Anyway remade wishlist. (more specific)

1. A jacket/hoodie/sweater/jumper. Anything to cover me when I'm cold. (Still hunting.)

2. Gucci Belt. Or an A/X one if I can't save up ):


3. Wallet?



Whichever I can get after my belt lol.

4. A vest!

Something like this, saw a particular one I liked. @Zara, with thin, grey, vertical stripes. $129.

5. White shorts/bermudas.


Something like this? I'm getting really lazy to look for pictures :/


6. A blue relaxed jeans.




7. Then comes the Asics sneakers.


8. Red Havaianas slippers.

9. (T)-shirts paradiseeeee!

10. Headphones.

11.

MORE SHOOOOOOOES.


Okay really really tired, gonna study with Zac and Seb(s) tomorrow. Yeah, study. Bye.



baby i can do better.

Friday, August 8, 2008
Title : -- Date : 9:39 PM
Hellohello, today is just such a blast :D

Went to play basketball with Gerald and Ruey Jer and his friends from his old school.

The last match was like:

Us : Them (match point 21)
16: 20

to

22:20.

We were so 'turn on'ed hahaha. I even ran man can you believe it. I don't usually run and jump cause I'm so lazy but yeah!

& You know what? I got sunburned -.- Prolly cause it was like 12-3pm so the sun was really really hot but I have the 'wonder bra' tan line thingy. It's so ugly omgosh.

Anyway headed to town. Went to Zara and tried on different clothes hahaha. Sooo many nice shirts okay gaaaaah.







Anyway, can't send Chatori off at the airport, sorry ):
My mum made sudden plans for the trip to the beach. Damn, more sunburns for me.

I also made my 'To Buy List'

It was originally:

1.
Noise cancelling headphones.
Will prolly go hunting for those $120 sennheiser ones.

2.
LIKE OMGGGGGG. I've been wanting a red pair of havainas slippers for AGES.


3.

O.M.G. HOW NICE IS THIS?!?!?!?! GAAAAAAAH. I WANT. I WANT.

But then, seeing all the Zara stuffs, they all come first before this list :)


Wardrobe change!

Title : -- Date : 12:54 AM
Yeahhhh, reached school early again :)
One more for a killing spree :)

Anyway I actually DID stuff during chem prac, and I actually LEARNED something during physics lesson. I'm so proud of myself! The rest of the day was spent in the SAC helping out with Charity Cafe hehe. We sold satay and Ramle/Ramly Burgers. It was all sold out or something and we made a lot of money :))

I'm getting tired so I shall skip to combined cell group today.

@River Walk ; I'd say it was an awesome session. I didn't feel shy or whatsoever. In fact there was one point of time when Zac played Hillsong songs and we all started jumping around, dancing turning and everything haaha, so fun.

THEN, we went out where there were a lot of mirrors. So, we camwhored :)











Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Title : -- Date : 8:56 PM
I. REACHED. SCHOOL. AT. 7AM. TODAY. WOOHOO!

I was earlier than 5/6 of the class babeh :)

Anyway boring lessons again. What can I say? Nothing in school is interesting except the friends :)

I fell asleep during chinese class for like 40 minutes. Felt soooo good after that haha. I always sweat when I sleep in class though, no idea why. It's like constant furious sweating/pespiring.

Okay, no mood ):

Before I leave, just wanted to say.
Pokemon is back in craze :)
Challenging RJ to see who reaches elite four first hahaha!


i believe in miracles;
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Title : -- Date : 7:50 PM
Okay emo time is over, be glad.

Anyway I woke up at 6.15am to take bus to school myself. If you haven't realised, this is the first time in my entire life. Reached school at like 7.31am, didn't make it on time ): But still, it's the thought which counts right?

Aaaaaand so omgosh so boring man.

Bio
E math
A math
Geography
Mother Tongue
Recess
Literature
English
PC.

Bio - Teacher was PMSing but I don't take bio anyway so who cares.
E math - Booooooooooooooooooooring, can't be helped ):
A math - Trigo functions, paid attention okay!
Geography - Teacher gone for reservice
Mother Tongue - No comments.
Recess - At 11.40am omg so late okay.
Literature - Yeah, good lesson (:
English - Teacher not present.
PC - Form teacher not present, did some boring 59 question survey.

So in short, today was practically a waste of time but I still went anyway cause I want to make you happy (:

ANYWAY I finally went for my english oral. I'd say it was pretty good. It was conducted by Ms. Fiona Ho and it's so funny. It's like I read the passage pretty well I guess, the picture description too, and when it came to the conversation, I answered the first question... then I paused. When she was about to continue with the second question, I continued to say like 10 words and paused, and the same thing happened like 2 times hahaha. So she was like saying 'Okay s-' and then I interuppted her. It wasn't my fault okay, I was thinking yo.

Met Ruey Jer and Jia Jun in the classroom after my oral, and we just like did don't know what, really.
I bought crispy noodles and I put like 2-3 spoonful of that mashed up chilli thing which is really hot, belachan? Anyway I put it cause the soup looked really bland and tasteless. When I tasted the soup it was like 'Sssssssp... OPAKSAPGOSIHJYSUD@#%@$@#$' LOL. Ahh you wouldn't get it anyway. I fell asleep on the table right after my meal. I meant sleep as in really really sleep/dreaming/wonderland sleep.

Also, watched Wall-E today :D Omgosh so cute aaaah.
Okay you prolly wouldn't bother reading up to this point.


But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance

Monday, August 4, 2008
Title : -- Date : 6:49 PM
Nooooooooooooo FoP is over ):
I went for all 3 days I can't believe it :D

The last day was aaaweesomeeeeeeee especially the last part when we all ran down to the front.
We all jumped and like went all high hahahaha.

For those 3 days I admit I didn't really have a life until it was FoP time. It's just like waking up and stoning, and leaving the house for the indoor stadium. Repeating it for 3 days, so tired okay.
Will upload the pictures when it gets tagged on Facebook.


Today I was practically sleeping from 1am to 6pm. I woke up on time to leave for school but my mum's arm is badly injured so she couldn't send me to school. She told me to cab but it's so expensive okay.

Anyway gotta take bus to school myself for the rest of the week.







Congratulations, You are 80% MetroSexual

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Saturday, August 2, 2008
Title : -- Date : 11:17 AM
Back from FoP, super super tired aaa.

Saw so many familiar ACS faces hahaha. Anyway the first day was okay-okay. Needed for praise songs but otherwise, it was pretty fun :D

Had diarrhea though, must be the char kway teow ):

Hahaha, during the word when we were taking notes Seb Chu and I shared the notebook.
There were like 4 main points right, I took 2 he took the other 2.

Each of my points only had like 2 subpoints while he had like 4389073490580239487358 subpoints.

I was like 'D:' when i saw it hahaha.

Anyway no pictures cause everyone left.
If anyone wants to come for today's session tell me kay.


-gone for the second day of FoP, won't be online-


editttttttt.

Gaaaaaah day 2 awesome as well :D

LOOOOOOOOOOOOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE THE GUITARIST AND DRUMMER FROM THE HILLSONG TEAM OMGOSSSH AAAAAA.

No really, I love them.

Going for day 3 too (:
I feel so anointed haha.

Gonna help my mum at the shop before FoP since her arm is like injured.
Get well soon Mum!
Friday, August 1, 2008
Title : -- Date : 3:19 PM
I went for xcountry todaaaaaay :)
Omg so proud okay. I actually managed to wake up and everything!

We couldn't go into McDonald's to buy food, we couldn't go into the playgrounds to play with stuff, we couldn't play anything cause none of us actually brought anything to play.

The few of us just spent like the whole day there trying to sneak into the playgrounds since it was totally boring. We had nothing else to do besides sit in the hot sun and wait for the mass run/walk. At least make a shelter la ):

OH YEAH, I wanted to get a little tanned, even if it was 0.000001% tanner I would be contented. I got sunburned -___-. Seriously.. meh.

When it was all over, I had the option of going to two places:
LAN or gym.

I CHOSE GYM ♥♥.

Didn't really do much cause like halfway through my 2/3 set I started camwhoring and couldn't stop hahaha.





^PACKS, OKAY.

^YESSSSSSS.

Ruey Jer's arms are bigger than mine ):


^Okay, this was the most natural one hahaha/


^There's a lot of this kind of shots cause I TRIED SO MANY TIMES to get a good picture hahaha.

Oh well, going for FoP :D
Will try to get photos!
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